People just don’t understand. I’m living in a time where people don’t understand where I’m coming from. I’ve been mislabeled, misrepresented, and misunderstood for such a long time and it wears at me a little. At times, I feel persecuted because people have the wrong... More →
In Scottish folklore, an ugly woman sits at streams or pools washing the clothes of people who are about to die. If a passing mortal asks politely, she will tell them who's been chosen by fate.
“Kind washerwoman, could you tell me who’s to die?”
“Child, it... More →
If I had known, my dear father,
that I would never hear your voice again,
I would have held on to the phone so much more tightly
If I had known that would be
the last time I ever felt your hand squeezing mine,
I wouldn't have gotten up so... More →
Blocking out the light.
Bent over me, spewing
Hot hate like foam.
Never never never
Unloved, unheard, unworthy.
There to always deny.
Use the rope in your closet;
Give me the air in your lungs,
Breath you don't deserve.
He blew out his hate
When he screamed in my face.
I breathed it in,
The... More →
Ello fellow sparklers ( and spurklers),
I am indeed back, and ready to help solve our "in-school boredom catastrophe."
I realize that most people don't have laptops, and that they aren't allowed in school even if you did have one. to that I say I am terribly... More →
All the rooms are empty
All by myself, all alone
With my cries.
You were supposed to
Guide me, but you don't.
You sit in you chair with
That empty expression.
I scream, but you don't flinch
And the pills on the table just keep going...
I slam against your door.
I pound for... More →
“I’m exhausted from living up to your expectations of me.”
...Especially when they are unreasonable;
especially when I can’t
manage to live up to them,
not even to graze the bottom rung.
Where did they come from?
Where did you get the... More →