IF YOU HAVE NOT READ ENTRY 1, GO BACK AND READ THAT FIRST!! YOU'LL BE SO CONFUSED OTHERWISE.
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Yesterday was pretty good. I did my laundry. Emailed some people. Found out my ex S.O (genderfluid) is crushing on someone... That hurt a little, but what can
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Since this is my first diary entry, I should probably explain some stuff so future me can understand what the context of all of this.
I'm in a theraputic boarding school. There are kids from all over the country here, and there's a bunch of crazy
... More →Do you ever find yourself
Driving down the highway,
And you see on the side of the road
A single shoe?
And you think,
"Who in their right mind
Would ever throw
A single shoe,
Not even both shoes,
Out of their car??
Why would anyone do that?"
I always wonder a couple of things.
First, how
... More →So I got my friend DJ to get a Spark account. You should follow him. DJWindex. Also my friend IRefuseToPlayByYourGenderRules. They're pretty cool, too.
/friend promotion
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Diary, barely anything happened yesterday. Some stupid stuff, but I guess I'll talk about it anymore.
So we have an art studio
... More →This story has no ending.
A lot of sadness,
Pain,
And loneliness,
And some hope thrown in, too.
It's still a work in progress.
Depression and anxiety
Became a full time job,
One that had me overworked,
Underpaid,
And unappreciated.
No one noticed me.
No one cared.
When I cried for help,
No one was around.
I was
Alone.
I hid in
... More →I remember when my sister told me
That she wasn't a she
That she was a they instead.
They told me all about the research
And hard-work they'd done
To figure out why
"She"
Didn't work for them.
They said it was like a
Sweater
That was a size too small.
You could pull
And yank
And adjust
That
... More →IF YOU HAVE NOT READ ENTRY 1, GO BACK AND READ THAT FIRST!! YOU'LL BE SO CONFUSED OTHERWISE.
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GUESS WHAT, DIARY
I GOT LEVEL 4!!!!
I'm so happy! I'm almost out of this hell hole. So close! Hopefully by the end of May, but most likely by
... More →TRIGGER WARNING:
IF YOU HAVE BEEN IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP OR HAVE BEEN ABUSED IN ANY WAY, THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING TO YOU.
Also, I have not ever been an an abusive relationship, so if I get this wrong, please call me out.
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I remember when you
Asked me
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