Diary 7 ig
LIDTEN UP PEEPS CAUSE THIS IS GONNA GET WIALD
So I came out to my mother
i write her a letter and poured my heart into it
i leave her the letter
she read the letter
what does she do?
1) goes through my texts on my phone. My emails, everything.
2) deletes the MediBang paint app off my iPad so that I can’t draw
3) yells at me
4) is hostile
5) doesn’t accept me
i vividly remember her saying that she’s not transphobic or homophobic
shes just oppressing me
she thinks I’m like this because of the mofo internet
yk, she’s caught me binding/dressing like a boi
she knows I want short hair
she refuses to let me do anything with my body (ie. cut my hair, wear a binder)
im seriously considering taking off.... I don’t know if I can deal with this for 2 more years (at least)
and now I have 3 months off school.
she thinks I’m an attention seeker....
i just... wish she’d listen and understand and care about this instead of calling me stubourn...