I MUST RANT
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT
SO I TRIED TO COME OUT TO MY MUM
I HAD A WHOLE SPEECH PREPARED AND I LEARNT IT OFF BY HEART
HERES HOW IT WENT:
Mum: Are you rehearsing for Drama club?
Me: No, mum, I’m trying to tell you that I’m having trouble with my gender, I’m transgender. I want to transition. At least partially. I.E. hair.
Mum: You’re going to ace this audition
Me: mUm you’re not listening! I’m not [birth name that I might choose to disclose later] I’m Alex!
THEN MY MUM JUST WALKED OFF
10 minutes later
Mum: cut the grass
Me: call me Alex
Mum: CuT tHe GrAsS
Me: Mum do you know what I’m trying to tell you
Mum: *screaming* YOURE NOT A BOY NOW GO CUT THE GRASS
Me: *takes a deep breath* Call me Alex and call me a he. Then I’ll cut the grass. I just want to know what it feels like
Mum: SHUT THE F**K UP [insert birth name] YOURE NAME ISNT THAT YOURE NOT A BOY
Me: *makes mum tea, grabs my coat and heads out to L’s house*
I’m at Ls house right now, she’s chill with me being Trans/non binary/gender fluid/whatever the hell i am and she said I can stay with them for as long as I need but I’m going back to mums house in less than an hour so that mum doesn’t worry
That’s all I have to write about rn
P.S. is it bad that I had a crush on Laragh when I was going out with my (now) ex? I still have a crush on her pls halp