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DIARY

 

I MUST RANT

IN CAPS

BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT

REEEEEEE

 

SO I TRIED TO COME OUT TO MY MUM

I HAD A WHOLE SPEECH PREPARED AND I LEARNT IT OFF BY HEART

HERES HOW IT WENT:

Mum: Are you rehearsing for Drama club? 

Me: No, mum, I’m trying to tell you that I’m having trouble with my gender, I’m transgender. I want to transition. At least partially. I.E. hair. 

Mum: You’re going to ace this audition 

Me: mUm you’re not listening! I’m not [birth name that I might choose to disclose later] I’m Alex! 

THEN MY MUM JUST WALKED OFF

10 minutes later 

Mum: cut the grass

Me: call me Alex

Mum: CuT tHe GrAsS

Me: Mum do you know what I’m trying to tell you

Mum: *screaming* YOURE NOT A BOY NOW GO CUT THE GRASS

Me: *takes a deep breath* Call me Alex and call me a he. Then I’ll cut the grass. I just want to know what it feels like

Mum: SHUT THE F**K UP [insert birth name] YOURE NAME ISNT THAT YOURE NOT A BOY 

Me: *makes mum tea, grabs my coat and heads out to L’s house*

I’m at Ls house right now, she’s chill with me being Trans/non binary/gender fluid/whatever the hell i am and she said I can stay with them for as long as I need but I’m going back to mums house in less than an hour so that mum doesn’t worry

Ugh

Pls help

 

That’s all I have to write about rn

Soooooo

Seeeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

-Alex

 

P.S. is it bad that I had a crush on Laragh when I was going out with my (now) ex? I still have a crush on her pls halp

 

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