This Could Go One of Four Ways...

Talie's got an awkward friend-date coming up! —Sparkitors

My summer is moving slower than a snail hitch hiking to France. Which is pretty dang slow, if you think about it.

Gah this sucks on SO MANY LEVELS. The last summer before college is supposed to be filled with shenanigans and adventures with your bestest friends, right? And you're supposed to go on some crazy road trip that signifies a right of passage or something?

Supposedly. Because that has yet to have happened. Luckily, after months and MONTHS of intense and strenuous searching, I finally got me a job!!!

YAY RAH YAY!!!!

I start next week. And I'm seriously hoping that my life picks up a little bit after that. Plus, I need el dinero.

And I'm thinking that the worse thing that could happen while I'm on the job is that I trip and spill food everywhere. Which is quite probable, because I'm a huge klutz.

Due to the boringness of my life, I really don't have anything to blog about this week. *GASP* crazy, I know. I mean, there aren't any big changes in the Mr. Hand Holder category. Except I felt really really bad because I haven't hung out with him in about a month, so I decided to hang out with him sometime soon.

AHHH I sincerely hope it's not awkward in any shape or form. Because I really do want to be friends with him... just not, you know, more than friends. And I don't want to lead him on, because I know how much that one sucks. (Ehem... Creepy Ginger, anyone?)

And since I'm so paranoid about pretty much everything, I've come up with a couple of scenarios about the ways our little hang our sesh could play out. Here we go.

1) It's so awkward, you could cut through the awkwardness with a knife and make an awkward doughnut. Or perhaps an awkward pizza. In fact, its SO AWKWARD that he decides that he doesn't like hanging out with me and the hang out sesh is ended early. Which is embarrassing.

2) Its a bit awkward, but we both push past the awkwardness and have an AWESOME time, and we continue to hang out over the summer. Aaaand when we go to college, we'll still keep in touch and become biffles (best friends for life), and our relationship will be similar to Rachel and Ethan from Something Borrowed, except without the whole Ethan-falling-in-love-with-Rachel shebang.

3) I bring one of my amazing friends that's waaaay more his type, they both fall madly in love and not only will I be the maid of honor at the wedding, but I will be the godmother of all their children. Oh, and they'll name all of their children after me. Even the boys.

4) He tells me he still likes me and that he wants to be with me forever and ever, and I tell him that I can't hang out with him anymore because I really don't wanna hurt him. (This is the scenario that I REALLY REALLY don't want to happen. AT ALL.)

So basically, it could go a lot of ways.

I just hope its not #4. Because that would make me so sad. He really is such an unbelievably sweet guy and it would be super tragic if I lose his friendship just because he has feelings for me. And what I don't understand is why everybody feels the need to define the relationships between girls and guys right away. I mean, what's wrong with accepting that people are just friends? CAN SOMEBODY EXPLAIN THIS TO ME BECAUSE IT GIVES ME A MASSIVE HEADACHE AND I CAN'T STOP USING CAPS TODAY AH.

But, after I read through every single comment from my last post, I have determined that, yes, guys and girls can indeed be friends. Unless someone has feelings for another person... ahhh...

But, yes. People are defining relationships everywhere and it's rather unfortunate. Wait, what am I saying? It's unbelievably unfortunate. But luckily I'm leaving for college soon.

Oh, man, COLLEGE.

I had a dream about college last night. The sidewalks were made out of trampolines and we bounced everywhere. Oh and the Star Kids were there and we all burst into multiple musical numbers throughout the day, complete with dance steps and catchy tunes. It was beautiful.

And while I realize that the sidewalk-trampoline shindig might be a bit unrealistic, I see no reason why the whole bursting-into-song-just-like-in-a-musical thing can't happen.

It will. I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Talie :)

Which scenario do you predict will happen?

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